I wanted to say something supportive about your loss, but I've been low brainpower for a while now.
My mom died in 2007 from metastatic invasive breast cancer, and there's nothing to grieve. Honestly, I kinda wish I had known earlier what my uncle told me in 2021 after my brother died about how my mom was when I was a baby. I'd have told her off and cut off contact.
Anyway, as weird as it sounds, I have envy for people who can mourn their parents.
I wanted to say something supportive about your loss, but I've been low brainpower for a while now.
My mom died in 2007 from metastatic invasive breast cancer, and there's nothing to grieve. Honestly, I kinda wish I had known earlier what my uncle told me in 2021 after my brother died about how my mom was when I was a baby. I'd have told her off and cut off contact.
Anyway, as weird as it sounds, I have envy for people who can mourn their parents.
I'm probably closer to your end of it than I am to, say, Neighbor's. His mother actually gave a damn about him.